Yeah

Maybe I'm just over thinking things?
But I feel shit.
I feel like Im doing something wrong -and I dont know if I can stop it. Is it just in my nature or am I over thinking things?
Wow I really cant be fucked studying right now. I was doing well at first but then it just knocks you down. He just had to say that he just had to not tell me that. I feel like Im being played yet I cant help but feel like Im the one playing sometimes. I really want out of this game. Just out completely but that's not going to happen is it?
Fuck you ngan. Fuck you for not studying and for feeling this way and for putting yourself in this stupid game. I really dont need this right now but GSFSDEW78RY678E3. I just want this week to end and stay home or out Im not even sure anymore.
I've been out a lot more lately but..
I feel restricted.
A new kind of restriction that I've never really had.
I need a hug.