Sick and tired of this world.

Its been about 3 weeks since I last slept in. Cant sleep on weekdays because of school and I have to wake up earlier on weekends for work.
But today~
I got to sleep til 2. It was niceeee..apart from the fact that my throat was sore and my nose was blocked. I was going to go to school at recess but then noooooo. Nothing was getting better. Only felt more shit.
Getting a book thrown at me didnt help either.
For fuck sakes. Mum comes home later telling my dad Im sick and hes all oh shes just bullshitting. Shes a liar. Shes lazy. She just doesnt want to go to school. Shes stupid.
Feels like his always making excuses to go against me or something. No matter how stupid they are.
I wish I had the guts to fight back and move out.
Anyways.
Hrmmmm work.
I was making a batch of berry muffins. I went back to the freezer to put back the raspberries. Reaching to the bottom drawer, I pulled it out hard, knowing that it was usually stuck/frozen by the ice. It came out, just enough to squish the raspberries back in and, as always, I kicked the drawer back into the freezer. The difference this time?
IT FUCKEN BROKE.
The front drawer smashed into pieces. Yea I shat myself.
I threw the broken pieces into the bin and closed the freezer, telling myself that I'd deal with it later..like maybe Thursday laater, when I'd see my boss.
Strangely enough, he called me just an hour ago, asking me to bake on Saturday. Apparently he couldnt find anyone else to bake. He knew I was busy but then I was like..
Oh, if I bake, maybe he'll forget about it.
So I was like yeah sure. I think I got away with it. Or maybe Im the only one making a big deal out of it.

Anyways Im off.

I want to see my brothers ):